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maruku the song is lost, and i am lost in the song
talking to the misty grey_eyed people in my dreams, asking for direction
but all the answers comes from within
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AFI I was dreaming, I was lucid
blood was seeping from my pores
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pralines&cream I've been trying to lucid dream, but it isn't working out ... has anyone seen Waking Life?? I always plan on looking for light switches in my dreams, but once I'm dreaming, i never think to ... lucid dreaming would be wonderful to master. 020207
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pilgrim It is in noticing
The way small things
Will shift from one form
To another
Dreams are Rarely Solid
First it is one place
Then another
Without having traveled
Now a car becomes your room

First notice the details
In the waking world
Watching Your thoughts
As They wander and shift
First one thing then another
Understand Lucid Waking
That the world you live in
Is truly in your mind
A sensory construct

Then when you Sleep
Try to notice Your Hands
Then as you use them
Remember that you are Dreaming
As you do things with your hands
Notice the way it is different
From the Waking World
Yet also similar

You can then cause anything to happen
Walk on water
Fly

Sweet Dreams
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no reason i just woke up from a really strange dream.

all of these really out-of-the-ordinary things kept happeningso much so that after awhile i realized in the dream they were odd, and was half uncomfortable and half exasperated.

the moment i really realized this, i was sitting on the floor of a hospital building (or a building that looked like one, anyway) with an orderly, and i asked her, "okay, when am i going to wake up?" she didn't answer. so i pinched myself in the arm, and not only did i not wake up, but the orderly grabbed her own arm and said "ow" like i'd pinched her.

i walked away and stood under a large window that was many, many stories up, and yelled, "i'm going to jump!" thinking for some reason that if i threatened to do something extravagant i may wake up. everyone rushed over all shocked, but i still didn't wake up. i wondered then if i'd need to actually get up on the ledge, or maybe even jump, but i hoped not in case this wasn't actually a dream.
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no reason and then i woke up and realized i'd never had a dream like that without being feverish or high. 110303
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nr last night's dream was especially strange. not because of the dream itself, but because of how difficult it was to wake myself up.

i realized pretty early on that it was likely a dream, but i wasn't 100% sure. i pinched myself and nothing happened; i said "this is a dream" and nothing happened. so even though they make me slightly uncomfortable, i resigned myself to it.

it was nighttime in the dream, or everything was just dark at all times. at one moment i was in the backyard of what was supposed to be our old house, with a pool. it also had a really nice patio furniture set added, and i was thinking i should have people over. at this point maybe i wasn't sure it was a dream.

later on, i was walking with my sister, who in the dream was a child. i said, "well, since this is a dream, want to try to walk on that snowbank with our bare feet? maybe it won't be cold." so we did, but it actually was a bit cold. i tried saying "this is a dream" then again, and throughout, because that usually wakes me up. and this dream wasn't particularly interesting. but no dice.

then i was in a small bedroom i didn't recognize, with dark reddish-orange walls and a single bed. i think my sister or someone was on the bed but i wasn't paying too much attention. i was staring at the wall, repeating "this is a dream" yet again.

still nothing. but then i somehow ended up lying on my back in mid-air, which did convince me it was most likely a dream. i sunk my feet right into the wall, and tried the chant again, and this time it worked. "finally!" i said after i woke up. even then, it was hard to free myself.
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nr i had one awhile ago where i was just standing around with people and said "want to fly with me?" and we just kind of flew around a bit. it was cool but i'd say a bit overrated. 220615
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epitome of incomprehensibility I have lucid dreams somewhat like you, nr! I'll know I'm dreaming but I can't really control what happens.

(Also, as per the 2011 entry, there were a few years where I regularly jumped out of my bedroom window in dreams to test whether I was dreaming. I either flew or dropped harmlessly, but sometimes it was enough just to look out and check whether the landscape was noticeably different.)
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e_o_i *somewhat like yours 220616
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