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Soma "let the wheel spin"
you looked up from the tarot to where I stood
stirring risotto and trying desperately to
not stare at you but not avoid looking at you

The wheels were spinning, indeed
inside my head the cogs and gears spun
trying to formulate a scenario where
I won you and your heart and where
I was able to accept without grief
that loving you for a while
was better than never loving you at all

But when I look at you
I don't want the wheel to spin.
I want to seize tight, to stop time,
to stand with you and hold you as I feel the weight of your name falling from my lips and
the heat and the sense of your body
brushing against my skin for eternity as I
lay in raptured bliss across your thighs
your breast your arm your lips your you
entangled in you, You, YOU!

to scream my conquest over fragile meat
and entropy and aging illness and time
and know that in millions of worlds that here
you are mine.

I am yours.

let the wheel spin.
Let time go forth.
You will be one day soon, free
In all but memory.
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