trying silentbob I'm not trying to hear that. 050120 ... n o m not to be sad, get on with my day, just feel a little crushed, and not in a good way 110319 ... unhinged not to communicate with you you've finally gotten the point and the bigger part of me is relieved to be alone but don't get me wrong i miss you i love you i always will 110321 ... lostgirl because i promised you this one thing. 110322 ... unhinged last night i was sitting at home alone talking to myself like you were here (the conversation we should have had should have) and then you texted me about how you were sorry and i couldn't sleep i tried not to respond and when i finally crawled out of bed after a few fitful hours i responded because i'm sorry too about how much i miss you that i never really got to say goodbye 110510 ... raze at_least once a day i tell myself i'm through. and still, i go on. 241109 what's it to you? who go blather from