woke silentbob sick 050602 ... Sonya I woke up this morning after dreaming about us. We were happy in my dream. And of course I woke up to reality and you weren't here. If only I could cease the pain or the missing you. That would certainly help me. I would give anything now for a good night's sleep. Nothing seems to make me feel better. All the little things I love are just that...things I woke up to the nothingness that is you. Dear God help me get through this. I want to be numb. 050603 ... nom to sunny birdsong 070327 what's it to you? who go blather from