rejection
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unhinged aftershock_emotion


part relief
part anger




do you feel better for getting me back?
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no reason i can handle it
what's harder to handle is when it's unclear if that's what it is
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nr and dejection
over and over and over
i don't know how people get jobs anymore
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nr a rejection_collection 220202
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tree can't be rejected if you never apply

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tender_square "i asked if he wanted me to go with him to his lesson," she said. "but he was like, 'nah, that's alright.' i'm trying not to be hurt by that."

"he's been doing that to you a lot more lately than usual, huh?" her mother said.

"how do you mean?"

"you asked if could join on his walk and he gave you the same reaction."

she nodded.

"either he's taking it seriously, what you asked him to do about giving you space, or he's trying to dig at you," her mother said.

she didn't think it was the latter. and if it was the former, she had to respect that it wasn't right for her to change the rules on him.

"that must hurt your pride when you're a leo, wanting to be wanted all the time," her mother added.

"i don't know that he's ever acted like he's wanted me," she said. his anxiety didn't feel like love, even if it stemmed from not wanting to be without her.
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nr it's not exactly a rejection, but that's what it feels like, which maybe is a problem and a reason i was coming to you in the first place. i would have to agree to see you again to tell you this, or i could tell another of your kind and just continue the chain of dissatisfaction. 241113
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