harsh birdmad reality 010603 ... anonymouse a band!!! 010826 ... good shpliff This spliff 020809 ... Cicero sometimes, despite her default emotion, she is just really damn harsh 030705 ... n o m heavy night again, and then a note of rejection felt really harsh, telling me what he didn't like 300 non-responses can feel better than that 100917 ... ovenbird This morning Instagram suggested I follow a friend who has been dead for years. And so I slammed into the harsh_reminder of her absence from this world. I saw her face, smiling and healthy and alive, in her profile picture. Why does she live here as a digital memory but not in the world where her laughter should be ripping down the defenses of everyone around her? Instagram, I would follow her if I could. I would follow her into the underworld and bring her back. The world needed her and she was taken and what followed was a dark wrongness that will never be set right. 251206 what's it to you? who go blather from