mad nom something about me being determined to think i've "had a horrible life" 061221 ... Isaou This is what you make me, when you take away the person I need tonight. Honestly, what the fuck do you think you will achieve. And why didn't YOU make him stop, don't tell me he wouldn't listen or that you had no choice. You again, I'm so sick of your inconsistencies. I think I am mad at you more than I am happy. So fuck off. And bring him back. This is the last straw, I think I'm out 100910 ... epitome of incomprehensibility angry crazy crazy about Mutually Assured Destruction Music Arts Drama + 1 D gets you Mothers Against Drunk Driving Re "1D": I wasn't entirely credible when I "innocently" inquired whether One Direction was "the company that published Ezra Pound's Cantos." That's New Directions. They publish a lot of good American poetry, well-known and not so well-known. As George Orwell might have said, ignorance is snobbery (along with: war is peace, freedom is the freedom to do easy math, etc.) 131211 ... gja You are all mad. The lot of you. 140901 ... e_o_i Mostly. 140902 ... kerry is how i feel when i don't see you for this many days. not mad like crazy--well maybe a little--but mad like stomping my feet, like having a tantrum, like storming out of the house to "take a walk" but it's not really a walk which i think should be at least somewhat rejuvenating or at least an opportunity to connect with something bigger something outside of yourself, it is storming down the street, feet grinding into the pavement, biting at the dead skin on my lips, wishing everyone who drove by in their cars could see how mad i am and be a little afraid of me. mad like curling my hands into fists, nails digging so hard into my palms they could go right through like tiny trowels into soft dirt mad like i'm going to cut all my hair off if you don't call me by--i will give you a deadline--midnight 230729 what's it to you? who go blather from