understanding nomme requires ignorance 030801 ... Soma I realized what love is today. and it's terrible. It's terrible and wonderful and the knowledge is crashing out of my chest and my lungs and my mouth and my eyes like thunder in a monsoon the terror of your fragile existence the wild irrationality that goes on without end tumbling end over end is unbearable and lovely and perfect yet perfectly wrong and I have said I loved and thought I loved and felt I loved but I have not known love and I wonder if I have ever known anything, anything at all or have I always been such a child. I didn't understand what it was to love, until I knew terror. 230315 what's it to you? who go blather from