cringe silentbob what alyssa will be doing a lot of as i sweet talk my way into her pants 010301 ... soia the last thing I need is someone in my pants in fact, right now, getting out of bed and putting pants on seems nearly impossible in fact, right now, breathing seems nearly impossible 010301 ... mister creosote at the fact that after the holidays, there was barely enough room for me in my own pants thanks to all of the various and sundry family gatherings that occurred during that season 010301 ... dean-bean from responsibility. 010301 ... brown cardigan boy makes my nose wrinkle up and my toes turn over. like that feeling you get when you're all alone and you hear that sound, just loud enough to make you think oh, and when fingernails claw a blackboard. 010302 ... nocturnal everytime the phone rings. I'm always afraid it's my dad. I've now given instructions to my roommates to tell him I'm not here. I make sure to check my cell phone before I answer it just in case it's him. I've blocked him from aol. this is not normal behaviour to go on between a daughter and father. fuck him. it's his fault. 011105 ... cocoon Oh my god I was such an angsty teenager. It feels kind of good to look at now and know that I was just like everyone else. Moody. Thought I was very cool, special and different. Misunderstood. Although I guess we are all misunderstood in our own way. Just like every snowflake is unique, every angsty teenager is misunderstood in a unique way. But wow. Reminiscing is both terrible and great. Also how have I been on blather for so long. 201110 what's it to you? who go blather from