gathering
raze
i
visited
a
park
with
a
name
that's
the
opposite
of
what
i
am
sometimes
.
i
thought
it
might
give
me
a
bit
of
a
lift
.
it
did
that
the
last
time
i
was
there
.
but
it's
different
when
you're
expecting
something
.
the
only
animals
i
saw
other
than
people
were
dogs
,
and
they
were
too
far
away
to
tell
me
anything
.
i
saw
some
garbage
blowing
around
.
empty
plastic
bags
and
discarded
cloth
face
masks
.
the
divining rod
i
found
a
few
weeks
ago
was
still
there
.
one
half
of
the
forked
side
was
broken
.
someone
stepped
on
it
,
and
whether
they
meant
to
or
not
,
they
robbed
it
of
its
power
.
the
rain
that
came
before
there
was
any
light
this
morning
turned
dirt
to
mud
and
grass
to
seaweed.
i
sloshed
through
the
damp
mess
in
search
of
a
little
bit
of
magic
.
i
stared
through
a
hole
in
the
chest
of
a
tree
that
let
me
see
a
piece
of
the
sky
,
and
a
voice
i've
heard
all
my
life
said
, "
look
over
there
.
you
should
take
a
picture
of
that
.
it
looks
like
a
gathering
of
trees
."
a
blur
of
hamamelis snaked
around
a
family
of
depilated
ash
trees
.
a
cluster
of
green
wraiths
holding
hands
.
i
eased
the
camera's shutter
open
and
trusted
the
lens
to
capture
some
portion
of
what
i
saw
so
you
could
see
it
too
.
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go
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