turned nom i turned my computer on just so i could write this i'm just writing this no direction here to there it is just this what not sure it is 031222 ... pilgrim Torqued Twisted Wound Rotated Deviated Converted Swayed Backslid 031222 ... unhinged the tables are turned instead of being hurt i'm the one hurting someone else and i find myself mostly indifferent to that fact because i didn't ask for any of it and now i don't know what to do with it since it has fallen into my lap i used to know what to do but it always failed dissolved into indifference my heart has turned dissolved into indifference because i couldn't keep myself alive when i cared about you i've finally found the value in living but can't let my heart outstretch numb truly independent of external methods my heart has turned dissolved into indifference now i am alone because i would rather be this way than live in shadow silently screaming at your turned back 040317 what's it to you? who go blather from