jealousy stupidpunkgirl yeah, it's been awhile and i've moved on but to think that she's been to your house and seen your room makes me so jealous because it's been so long since i layed on your bed or slept with you on the couch so to think you might do that with someone else actually i know you did before but now...he's still mine but no one else knows that i don't want to share 010307 ... mikey the most chaotic emotion. and to the above. i feel for you. those are the type of things that when i lose the one i love i cant sleep at night. those thoughts will pop into your mind and it is so hard to cope with sometimes. see: hugs 010308 ... birdmad a measure of this might have saved me from the time i spent playing the fool for that one 010309 ... nocturnal I hate being jealous. it comes so easily to me, though. it's almost like it's a reflex, I can't stop it. probably cuz I'm never satisfied with what I have. I always want what someone else has because they seem so much happier than I. and what I do have, I want all to myself. when it gets taken away, even for a second, the jealousy comes and I just can't seem to shake it. 010310 ... mikey yup. your my twin. 010310 ... nocturnal was there ever any doubt? 010310 ... birdmad IAGO: "...that cuckold lives in bliss Who, certain of his fate, loves not his wronger; But, O! what dammned minutes tells he o'er Who dotes, yet doubts; suspects, yet soundly loves." OTHELLO: "O misery!" ---Wm. Shakespeare, Othello, III, iii 010327 ... kali goddamn. it's just fucking phone calls. i need to calm down. 010527 ... kali i wish i could be above it. sometimes i think i am, but it always shows up somehow. such a primitive and unnecessary instinct. 011014 ... misstree if there ever was a demon, this was its name. watch it flip all that is beautiful in love and caring into a snarling, cramping monster, with only the slightest seed. 011014 ... silentbob how can you be jealous of someone you have no proof exists? 011015 ... psychobabe I am jelous of you yes i am but will i show you i am? never. i cant afford the pains i would endure for your pleasure of that. Seeing you each day thinking in the back of my mind How does she do it? Has the envy of every girl? The attention of ever guy? I want that. But something keeps holding me back from it 011120 ... little wonder i've found...as a general rule of thumb (there are always exceptions)...that when [girl] and [boy] are going out, and [boy] gets very jealous of [girl] even talking to [[otherboy]], usually [boy] is cheating on [girl] and fears that she may do the same. ...of course this can be [girl] cheating on [boy] also. 020129 ... been there there is always the notion that [boy] has been cheated on by [previous girl] in the past and is always afraid it could happen again. 020129 ... chanaka and you wonder why Othello is my favorite play? Perhaps it's because Iago is my hero. 020129 ... pralines&cream I have a slight problem with jealousy. My boyfriend has a bigger problem with it. Last year, I broke up with him for 2 months and dated another guy. We all went to the same school, and I walked around with this other guy, even though it made me somewhat uncomfortable whenever we crossed paths with my boyfriend. I realized what I wanted, stopped seeing the two-month guy, and reunited with my boyfriend. I think this may be responsible for his jealousy of other guys I am friends with. 020129 ... little wonder yes, [boy] could have been cheated on by [previous girl], and that sort of situation is more understandable and acceptable. [boy] then does not want to get hurt again, who would? or [girl] could have been cheated on by [previous boy]... etc. but when [boy] is being an ass and cheating on [girl] and getting incredibly jealous when [girl] pays attention to any male that is not [boy] because [boy] is paranoid about [girl]doing the same that [boy] is...not so acceptable. especially when [girl] finds out long after while feeling a bit sorry about trying to end something with [boy], even considering [boy]'s history of being an ass. then [girl]'s friend kicks some sense into her, reminding [girl] what [boy] put her through. that, however, is a whole 'nother story. 020129 ... pralines&cream Jealousy, leave. He love me and i love him, and we both know this to be true, incredibly, overwhelmingly. There is no need for you here within us, where our love is strong, durable, forever and ever. So leave, you have no reason to be here inside us. Leave. Just leave. Please? 020201 ... misstree what poison does it sow to produce such madness? let it be bled out... 021230 ... voodoo it eats me up inside the thoughts the fears what are you doing? who are you with? are you thinking of me? or someone else? you don't know it, but i check to see who you've called but don't have the guts to say anything to you i want to trust you i want to be free but the jealousy and anxiety overwhelm me, engulf me i just don't want to lose you 030909 ... bandersnatch i hate to admit this, but im jealous of my freind's new girl. its not that i want to be dating her or anything its just that recently most of the people i know have moved or had a falling out and he was, and is, one of my closest friends of all time. im jealous because she gets more of his time than mine, and when we are together there is alwase some drama that he is obsessed with and thats all we talk about (his mother doesnt like her, and doesnt have any good reasons why not so she makes stuff up/exagerates in order to not like her). i understand and accept the fact that with her as "the girl friend" and me as "the friend" she wins scheduling conflicts, but i still deserve some time with my friend, dont i? it doesnt help any that she is awsome. she is great for him, hell she made him a birthday card out of macaroni, and there is no way i would want to see them break up for any reason. i feel bad about this because as i said i dont want anything to happen to them, but im sure that if he knew this it would strain their relationship, or ours depending on how he reacted. 040430 ... zeb i am, but i dont know why 050503 ... Green_with_jealousy Because she's better than me at everything I do. She will always be chosen in preference to me. Especially by him... 070505 ... leif I've never it felt it in such a consuming way before. It's hard to channel and redirect to something else. 140826 ... flowerock I can be very jealous and insecure in relationships. I do not feel it much now. It helps that the one I love loves me too an that I trust in that. He is very trustable and loving, thankful to feel jealously only rarely now and usually very superficially, as in I know it s just my silly uterus defending its counterpart ; ) (a little jealousy in the right places can be fun, as long as it s not serious or hurtful) out side of relationships I don t feel much jealousy. I like my life and am willing to improve it where I see it lacks. Or so I think. jealousy usually doesn t get me very far, it sets me back if anything. 140826 ... flowerock though I will admit that if I am put in a situation where I feel discluded or neglected I will become very jealous... I guess that doesn t happen much for us though. I am not immune. 140826 ... unhinged the reason i dont stay friends with people i have sexual relationships with anymore. i have tried. i have been on both sides. one or both people end up jealous. #aintgottime 140826 ... flux i'm visiting an old dear friend in dc this weekend. her current boyfriend threw some sort of fit about this at first, apparently primary because i'd dated her briefly a couple of times (well, it's far more complex than that), and as she put it, "apparently there's no statue of limitations on booty". in the end she argued for her right to pick her friends as she sees fit. 140827 ... unhinged it might settle down to a simmer but its always there 140827 ... flowerock felt mostly around ovulation and bleedy time for me. noticeably present and strong then. deep breaths bring me back to reality enough not to let it show or get on those around me. 140828 ... tender square i never thought i could be jealous about something that happened more than five years ago and doesn’t really have anything to do with me, but here we are. 211006 what's it to you? who go blather from