complex
DammitJanet
leading
me
on
getting
my
hopes
up
it's
a
game
to
them
we
need
you
,
we
want
you
to
do
everything
we
ask
but
not
yet
it's
not
you
,
it's
us
but
when
we've
changed
you
enough
we'll
call
you
back
never
intended
to
go
this
far
but
they
make
it
sound
good
worth
my
while
,
while
i'm
here
so
why
do
i
care
?
because
it
was
worth
my
while
while
i'm
here
to
get
further
to
where
i
really
want
to
go
and
where
i
really
want
to
be
it
would
have
made
life
easier
to
live
if
only
in
that
one
reguard
at
the
end
of
it
all
they
ask
me
things
that
make
it
all
fall
into
place
why
i'm
here
why
i'm
here
to
them
where
they
want
me
to
be
,
what
they
want
me
to
be
form
me
into
a
little
drone
perfect
clothes
perfect
hair
perfect
decible perfectly
content
what
i
really
am
has
no
meaning
it's
what
people
percieve
me
to
be
that
matters
so
why
am
i
working
so
hard
?
030123
...
belly fire
it
seems
I
have
been
searching
for
my
father
go
figure
030530
...
Zeb
it's
complex....
sometimes
it
seems
that
i
am
a
part
of
my
significant other's
life
,
but
she's
only
part
of
mine
when
i
am
with
their
family
/friends.
they
almost
flat
out
refuse
to
see
my
family
/friends....
in
fact
, they've barely
met
any
of
my
friends
/family.....
it
seems
wrong
,
everything
only
going
one
way
....
030530
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
