card symbol junky i'm on a eurostar train travelling from london to paris. i was in london a couple of days visiting a friend, having a good time, but i've come down with a head cold. i'll be in paris another 3 weeks, then off to prague. having a great time, hope you are all doing well. 030830 ... ill slap it down push it into the exxon gas whatever pay later 061215 ... crOwl we used to flip baseball cards. i had thousands. my mom threw them away. i could have sold them for a lot of kaching. mom! 061215 ... unhinged we were in your bedroom. you were rooting around for something; a lighter maybe. i saw it. the card i gave you five months ago that frightened the shit out of you. that made you run from me. i wanted to grab it and reread it. i looked away like i didn't notice you still had it. 100626 ... Soma Sometimes I think about sending all of you a card, an embroidery, a painting, a box of cookies, or something of the sort. A piece of this ether. But it sinks and falls away from me like so many things. I like to hope there’s another timeline where I’m that person. 231126 ... raze in_my_dream, i shrank the battlefield. there wasn't room for what i wanted to say. all my words fell apart and lost their way. comes time to put pen to paper in the waking world, i won't make the same mistake. i'll alter the script if i have to, but i won't dilute the message. 240324 what's it to you? who go blather from