irreversible tender_square the days are intractable. a deadline looms. a spreadsheet tracks inventory; cells containing years of belongings and their approximate values. i know, and have known, we aren't getting back together; even in these in-between states of separation it crashes on me like a tidal wave. i'm importing a life across the border, back to where i came from—a move that feels irreversible. i remember, during the worst of times, when our marriage felt that way. 230123 what's it to you? who go blather from