inventory
monee two worked spinning wheels
one shy table loom
two quiet fiddles
one sad guitar
one sweet dulcimer
two dusty mandolins
nine soft pillows
one lumpy mattress
a dozen helpful baskets
one pair of funky rollerskates
one old computer
one blinking printer
two little speakers
several boxes of interesting books
many boxes of various clothes
several boxes of silly scribbles
a collection of unsold paintings
a bowlful of fun black marbles
eighteen look inside me curious tins
two cold green deadman's filing cabinets
one blue paper packed recycle bin
fifteen fluffy bags of fleece
one upside down boomerang
one seensomeseasons camera
one big box of cool trinkets
seventeen small hiding boxes
one collaged cd tower
one box of i don't know how many cd's
one used to play baseball glove
one reclaimed copper ewer
one treasured miniature sewing machine
one actual singer sewing machine
one greatly found schoolhouse desk
one box of haven't watched yet videos
one to be fixed sometime clarinet
three anxious embroidery hoops
one gifted ceramic bowl
one artful cup
two sighful empty bird cages
one painted creaky chair
one vancouvermade bamboo flute
one set of singful iron balls
three lovely tiny round boxes
one unlit paper lantern
one bag of gathered cottonwood cotton
one perfect wool carder
lots of moody paint brushes
one recovered from the landfill easel
one grey stuffed hippo
one where'dherlegsgo chinese lady doll
one graffitied grandmamademethis ragdoll
one gotonechristmasyellowyarnhaired doll
one grey iswearheusedtoeatcrackers teddy
one linseedoiled wooden palette
some tired shoes and slippers
one hingedbox of almostallgone oilpaints
one ilovethis paper parasol
one funbag of wax and pencil crayons
two savedfromthe60's wallartpieces
one favourite old whopaintedit painting
two very blue sheets
three very heavy blankets
some don'tknowwhyigotthemchristmas gifts
one useful rubbermaid bucketbinbox
one looksrealtome stuffed sheep
one iforgethername purpleyarnhaired doll
one helosthiseyes stuffed owl
one somebodymadethis! awesome mask
three bottles of sparkly sparkleglue
one ireallyhavenoclue thingmadefromhorn
one pressed paper press
two boxes of drawndown pastels
some i mademyself hats and shawls
one tin of ilikethistin watercolours
one verytrippywonderwhereitcamefrom tray
one unhung paperglobe for lightthing
one i made myselffromacanvasframe loom
one sistergaveme box with mirror inside
one sistergaveme chipped blueangel box
one amazing stuffed camel dude
and someotherthings i'mnotsure
oh, and me
050102
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crOwl wow...

of course i would want to open all of the eighteen look inside me curious tins, but i'm really wondering what the boxes of interesting books contains and if i've already seen any of the not watched yet videos. yet, it's the where'dherlegsgo chinese lady doll i want to see the most.

best wishes on finding your own place.
may god smile upon you.
050103
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.nom : )


thankyou crOwl.




i remembered a few other things,
but i forget now.
050125
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Sleepie Cloud 1 back pack named Bettie (coral)
1 key chain (Moo cow)
1 key chain (piggy)
1 key chain (ladybug)
2 screw drivers (flathead & Phillips)
1 key (Jeep Wrangler)
1 Key (house)
10 Buttons
(I dream of doing nothing)
(If you can't convince me, confuse me)
(I smile because I have no idea what's going on)
(Stewie: What the duece are you staring at?)
(Smilie Face with head wound)
(You Shut Up)
(I'm perfect just the way I am)
(I don't like your negative attitude asshole)
(Damned if you do, Damned if you don't)
(I'm not lazy, I just don't care)
1 shower cap
2 Chapsticks (Cherry & Coco butter)
1 sunscreen (2 oz SPF 30)
1 deoderant (Lady Speed Stick Pure Cashmere)
1 pack of gum (Obitz Mint Mojito)
2 bottle caps (Saranac)
3 bottle caps (New Holland Brewing Co.)
2 tampons (green)
1 book (Men at Arms - Terry Pratchett)
1 laptop named Freddie (Dell Inspiron)
1 GPS unit named Mikie (Garmin nuvi200)
2 pens (black clicky tops)
1 pencil (H)
1 sharpie (blue)
1 digital camera (Sony Cyber Shot)
4 batteries (AA)
080805
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tender_square the pressure of packing is upon me. the process feels precious, logging every article that's coming across, who made it, what it cost. even though there are things i brought to the states from my life in canada, they are considered imported upon return. how do you begin to archive twelve years of a life in this place? 230226
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kerry soft blue drawstring pants
aloe moisturizer
green tea "calming" face gel
toothbrush
tiny bottle of hotel shampoo
neon green comb
target-brand eye drops
flonase
balled-up socks
night and morning meds
leather-bound notebook
v5 precise point pen, extra fine
collection of barthelme short stories
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