eighteen
minus the age I was when things bagan to fall apart.

the letter that goes with that wonderfully queer individual.

I am him and he is me...

it all adds up somehow.
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plus the number of the deziens of the chosen few.
we. shall. see. who. is. the.
the.

the eighteenth.
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silentbob you were only eighteen you went to your university
now i met someone else
someone just like me
-bigwig
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mikey 666. 6+6+6=18 voodoo! amazing how peole get weirded out over the silliest things. but it may be silly to me..but not them. i love contradicting my own thoughts. 010309
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nocturnal is how old I am right now. in April, when I turn 19, all that'll change is that I can get into more bars. yippee. 010309
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mikey the years come fast enough my dear dont rush it!

great i sound like my parents.
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stupidpunkgirl i feel like i'm 18
past that
but i don't get any of the privilages
until my birthday
and i have to turn 17 first
i have such a long ways to go
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mikey i dont miss being 18. nor do i recall it much. i was a broken and lonely soul then. 010309
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birdmad my junkie years
i lived life like a character in a Bret Easton Ellis story

the year my father died

1990
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unhinged really was a bad year for me when i look at it....glad it's been almost half a year since i was 18. things are just boring now that i'm 19. but boring in a good way...in a very good way. 010310
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arinna is how old i would have to be to go to fun shows. and i'm almost there but not close enough. if my birthday was two weeks earlier i could go see the anniversary in worcester on the 21st. *sigh* 010310
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sebastian bach and life to go... 010420
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sebastians stalker skid row rocks...rocked your crime is time and it's...... 010421
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sebastian bach i knew you might find me here.
dang.
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sebastians stalker well, what can I say? you'll never escape me, for I'm just another youth gone wild. 010423
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sebastian bach i'd stare a lifetime into your eyes,
so that i knew you were there for me.
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sebastian bach never been sad about losing a stalker before, but i must say you're doing a pretty bad job. i feel safe and secure and slightly ignored. or maybe you're doing a really good job...either way i can't stand the heartache. 010429
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sebastians stalker well now you've ruined the whole thing by making me feel like I have to explain. a good stalker knows that it's all about the element of surprise. just when you think you're safe and I'm gone....that's when I strike the hardest and show up at your door. and sebastian, dear, you will never be ignored. just something about that 80's rock star hair you seem so resistant to give up....goddamn! I could never abandon you. 010429
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sebastians stalker see, now the stalker feels abandoned. this can't be right..... 010501
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sebastian bach it's okay.
i'll keep on living with my hairdo
and you keep on following me...
i could never abandon a stalker like you.
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sebastians stalker you rock 010502
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sebastian bach okay, okay. back to where it all began.
you've caught me.

i am not the real sebastian.
i am just a lowly imposter.
the real sebastian would be proud of you. i'm sure he loves you.

(i slink away into the night.)
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Aimee is only about 2 short months away, and yet I don't even care. Yeah, I'll be a legal adult. I can vote, but...... yeah. I've felt like I was 18 about 2 years ago. Doesn't help that I was living alone then. What's the big deal. It's 18. I'll be it for a year, and then I'll be 19. 010515
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belly fire ate
teen
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guitar_freak Wanna know what pisses me off about being eighteen?? You go to buy cigarettes and they don't even CARD YOU!!! Everytime I tried before I was eighteen they asked for my ID and I was like..ohh I must have left it at home... NOW THEY DON'T EVEN CARE!!!! 030309
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bandersnatch a dozen and a half again 030310
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Mandy I'm 18. Don't mind it much. Just an age...a way to remember when things happen. 030311
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Freak happy birthday to me happy birthday to me... 030314
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raze i never, ever thought i would miss it. but in some insane, twisted way, sometimes i wish i could go back to this age, just for one day. back to a time when i was old enough to know better, but young enough not to care. 130123
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