pretending silentbob pretend masquerade lie hide decieve believe retrieve retract unspoken come back crying lying trying striving to stop dying after frying while hiding it all from the people that care. you don't want them to hurt. but you don't want the confrontation either. on the one hand you're saving your own ass. on the other hand your saving theirs. 020418 ... misstree everything's all right. really, don't worry, i can handle it. what the fuck am i doing? 020419 ... jim_starks that i know what the fuck i'm doing 021007 ... nomme) to be ok 050705 ... Syrope i want to quit this job i want to start over this fall i want to find someone new it hurts so much 050726 what's it to you? who go blather from