bothered j_blue please ignore the ramblings of an over indulgant tripper so now i am a sassy opinionated queer should i continue to blathe? seeming has won, as it always does was anyone suprised? i am robbed of relevance, relegated to unimportance, unimportance, unimportance the satisfaction of being right doesnt approach the righteous hole of utter rejection 010509 ... nocturnal well I don't know about all that other stuff, but as far as wondering if you should continue to blathe, I don't see why not. everyone is free to blathe. blathe however you wish to do so. piss people off, let them know when they piss you off. it's good for stress relief, at least it has been for me. 010509 ... j_blue i think its just feels bad to know that i am thought of as 1) opinionated and 2) queer it pigeonholes, so the ear is less pure 010509 ... johnny west To hell with whoever tries to stick a label on you. If you enjoy blathing, don't stop on account of them. That's probably the worst reason you could possibly give it up. If you're right about something, or you just feel strongly about it, fuck 'em. Don't let other people dictate how you should feel or what you should do. I'll stop ranting now. 010509 ... nocturnal well I never thought either of those things. actually, I think everyone is opinionated here. that's a good thing. people who aren't opinionated just sit and stare at nothing, nodding their heads whenever they think it's appropriate. they don't care and/or think enough about anything to be opinionated. I would definitely say that having opinions is a valuable quality. and who gives a shit how people view you? all that matters is how you view yourself. if you don't like yourself, that's when you have a problem. if other people don't like you, fuck 'em. 010509 ... nocturnal frightened by her own power so I think the general concensus here is..... fuck 'em. didn't mean to say the same thing as you did, johnny. I think we posted at the same time. eery. I really can read your mind. 010509 ... johnny west It's just further proof that we share the same brain. 010509 ... nocturnal yeah, about that? I'm gonna need it for the next few days...finals and all. so if you could just lend me your half just til saturday at 5, I'd be very grateful. I need the whole thing right now. then you can have my half all summer if you want. 010509 ... johnny west ::hands it over:: 010509 ... nocturnal the scholar thanks. now maybe I can get some damn studying done. 010509 ... j_blue cant be helped to speak and feel like you arent heard cynic? victim? maybe i was having a bad morning, a weak moment maybe it was a valid response, i dont know it isnt easy to ignore the thoughts of others; especially if you respect them, or if their thoughts dictate actions that touch you... i better stop, before i have an anxiety attack 010509 ... nocturnal how can you respect someone that insults you? that right there would bring me to drop all respect I may have had for someone. well, if I knew what they said was wrong. respect yourself and your own opinions above all others. that's one of the most important things you can do. 010509 ... j_blue respect comes from one individual to another as a matter of course wwjd? insult does not 010509 ... unhinged i think dafremen was having one of his asshole moments and you should ignore him. he needs ignored every once again when he gets out of line. he just likes to work people up into a tizzy. i like having you around. who cares what he thinks. 010509 ... nocturnal hold on a second! this is all about something daffy said? well then that's just plain insane. never take a single word that man says to heart. he's cool, but it's just better for everyone if you don't take him too seriously. 010509 ... unhinged i'm pretty sure this whole problem stemmed from fat_chicks_with_class or whatever that page is over on blue. j_blue gave an opinion and dafremen made a rude comment to the affect 'now that we have the opinion of a sassy opininated queer anyone else want to comment?' although don't quote me on that exact quotation. it was a little harsh, but dafremen can be that way at times. that's just how he is i suppose. 010510 ... nocturnal yeah, I saw that after I read what you told j_blue. daffy's friendly little comments like that are all part of his charm. 010510 ... j_blue anyways, enough of that, let the page pass on into yesterday 010510 ... daxle my mom just called (I had been dreading and expecting this) I was surprised at how distraught and snappish I sounded she was too it was very difficult to get rid of her I lied a lot I hadn't come up with a good lie before hand she said "I don't know what I did to deserve this kind of a [response/attitude]" (my mom uses big words I can't remember) so I said "sorry mother dear, I will try to be more pleasant" and I did ok I don't know what's wrong with me now suddenly when I thought I felt ok before, I feel like crying god I must be losing my mind I can't fucking understand why all this stuff in the world is happening people raping, abusing, killing eachother inevitably I cry every time I hear about cats being tortured or killed was watching an interview with a woman who was raped at 2 years old and torutred until 16 had 92 documented personalities and thought they kept her sane god I wish I could help at least one person in this world he asked if I would call when I was in san diego because sometime he might need human contact or he'll try to kill himself again... but I can't ever say anything to help him I don't know why someone shouldn't commit suicide I don't know why I haven't I just can't and so here I am always here helpless the worst feeling of all 010803 ... Dafremen I'm bothered by the fact that dear j_blue completely downplayed the fact that I said SASSY first. Preceded by the word SASSY, opinionated AND queer both take on an entirely different meaning. Besides at the time, the man was spouting the SASSY, QUEER opinion that Liz Taylor is a fat chick with class which he backed with the statement, "all old people are fat." A sassy queer opinion. Thus the comment. Nuff sed. 020402 ... jinx hot and... 020402 ... Casey A lot of my friends have been bothering me lately. I don't know what the problem is, I guess we're just growing apart. 020403 what's it to you? who go blather from