helpless tessa I'm helpless, watching you. You are helpless. You know I want to help. You know I'd do anything. You know there is nothing I can do. All this time, all these things which have changed, and I still wish I could help, I still care too much, I am still helpless. Does my caring mean anything to you? Does anything mean anything? It hurts. 041018 ... not now ness 041018 what's it to you? who go blather from