failing nom) "this is not a test" 050921 ... cocoon out of school. Well, not quite. But I feel like a failure, and its the first time I've felt this way. And its not nice. Why cant I do this? 061116 ... nom failure 061201 ... flux often trying has more importance than succeeding. action and orientation. failure only when up has been given. i am ready to let it all go, and i just may. i can see other worlds, though, shining in the distance.. 061202 ... n o m e e "annoying" and "boring" and failing at life 101217 ... n o m m o n still 120416 ... no reason how would you measure success? 120417 what's it to you? who go blather from