impatient nr my therapist asked me if i was impatient. it's funny when therapists ask you things like that. he pretty much meant "you're impatient." i can be, but i think it's more than that. i've been patient, or maybe the better words are wishy-washy and stagnant, for so long, and i'm finally ready for things to happen. i want to help them happen too, but i'm never sure how. and these days i'm a lot less okay with them not happening. 160302 ... nr i don't think i'm naturally an impatient person, exactly, but when things look like they're going to happen, and then they don't happen the way they'd looked like, i get frustrated and impatient. it makes me see more why people don't trust other people. 160407 ... nr "how was your training session?" he asked. "i think it was good? it's hard to tell if it's doing anything though." she replied. "it's been one day!" he exclaimed, amused. crossing this this threshold makes it feel like everything needs to happen now. but has the past really been wasted_time? 220316 what's it to you? who go blather from