stagnant misstree glance back through the month and i haven't gone anywhere, just spun wheels and killed time with a soft pillow over the face. i'm done healing. let me out of stasis. 010213 ... misstree four months later, and what do you get another day older and deeper in debt. 010713 ... arinna for all this kicking i haven't moved an inch 010713 ... misstree show me where to bite. i'll tear this whole place apart with my teeth, just to feel blood flowing again. 021230 ... mcdougall Silent and still Here I am, alone. I was happy in the beginning, Metaphorically standing here Not giving or wanting. Only watching. But like water, My feelings have gone. Gone bad from flow. From it’s lack of flow. It is time for draining. Time for a stream, Continually flowing. But first thing’s first. I need to find a source. 030216 ... unhinged stuck not growing i had all these ideas, theories. when push came to shove, i acted the way i always have. just went along with it, gave you what you wanted, ended up alone. stuck 140814 ... unhinged the universe has not been subtle lately i get the picture i'm picking up what they are laying down like water skimmers on a pond making concentric ripples that touch and make new echos 210802 what's it to you? who go blather from