beginning
someday_ill_be_brave_enough_to_tell_you telephone taken off the hook
tv blaring late night shows
stero playing all your songs
and they make me sick

sorry for dragging you into me
bringing you into my emotional mess
the truth is
I don't know what I want

but I know it's not you...
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someday_ill_be_brave_enough_to_tell_you So I told you...I broke your heart. I broke your trust. I broke my promise... I don't feel so good about it...I feel like a bitch. But I had to do it... 030619
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bandersnatch all i ever do is begin.

someday i would love to finish something.
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n o m e e beginning new paintings

winter beginning

"let us believe in the beginning of the cold season"
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what's it to you?
who go
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