someday jennifer I do know. I understand. but it doesn't mean I want it any less. I know someday or never it's fate predetermined but I trust you 010321 ... lotuseater i hope someday this makes sense. 030604 ... nom indefinite 060211 ... nom someday i'll meet someone who won't forget me 060815 ... nom two weeks later an invitation to see him in september but i couldn't go so i_said_bye oh ps thanks anyway and he replied something next summer and i watched the leaves falling today and i said_bye 061004 ... raze would you believe this is the sugar ray song that creeps into my head at random moments? maybe my misfiring mind is inventing a depth that was never really there, but i picture ethan hawke's doppelganger looking weary and scraped-out in the music video, a man mourning the loss of a life he isn't anywhere near old enough to have finished living. "someway when the sun begins to shine i hear a song from another time and fade away" just close your eyes, and i'll take you there. 220726 what's it to you? who go blather from