balance jennifer you have to keep within yourself a balance good and bad too much bad, and when the good comes you won't know it too much good, and when the bad comes it will crush you balance a circle perfect and even 010318 ... dean-bean Life is all about balance. I think. I also think that I lack the will to ever be balanced enough. Here I slide, watch me go. It is a fun trip. Oh, except for the landing. And I am so ever afraid of heights. 010329 ... birdmad on the tips of my toes at the end of the ledge pondering the depths that lie over the edge into the valley below ...lasciate speranza... 010329 ... unhinged people think that if i am at balance i should be happy, smiling. balance is the point of indifference. i don't care enough to be happy or upset. then i am at balance. i never could stay in the middle. i always have to choose sides 010329 ... aM i DiStUrBeD? Can you experience balance in your life? The point where you can come out and say.. "I am at one with myself" "Harmonious with my being" And if you can be at balance within yourself, Can you then be in balance with the other people in your life? Can you: "Smile indiscriminately" "Believe in those who believe in themselves" I don’t believe that balance can come easily. If you are truly one with yourself and with the world, then possibly, But… There are two sides of the world, right? There are two sides of everything. Well explore both sides, and once you are done... See if Harmony has at last found its place. 040902 ... cpgurrl blather.newdream.net/b/balance.html my poem 040905 ... aM i DiStUrBeD? Can you experience balance in your life? The point where you can come out and say.. "I am at one with myself" "Harmonious with my being" And if you can be at balance within yourself, Can you then be in balance with the other people in your life? Can you: "Smile indiscriminately" "Believe in those who believe in themselves" I don’t believe that balance can come easily. If you are truly one with yourself and with the world, then possibly, But… There are two sides of the world, right? There are two sides of everything. Well explore both sides, and once you are done... See if Harmony has at last found its place. 040905 ... aM i DiStUrBeD? Hee hee, just thought i would ask again. Damn that annoying when that happens. Sorry guys. Once again. *sighs* 040905 ... fresh Me and you and the other people and everyone else too! Gotta get priorities straight (clearly everyone else first) When was the last time I went driving_without_purpose ??? Decided more independence would be the way to get more balance, but now there's no time and I'm back being everyone's bitch. So yes that makes me snappy but nooooo I cbf dealing with you worrying so shush! 131221 ... insouciant Languid gaze as i teeter, Arrow pierces my minds theater. Not Cupid’s bow but his precision, You dart to darkness and I lose vision . I was a star, a lightning figure, But suddenly I reconfigure. Energy drained for some purpose, Sneaky friend, why do you curse us? Scurry fast with your treasure, I’ll keep this show up to measure. I know nothing of the balance you keep, But now my only wish is sleep. There is a reason you always return, When you sense i have energy burn . I would gladly give what you need to take, But I wish I knew for whose sake. 221116 what's it to you? who go blather from