driving_without_purpose fresh Two months maybe? Since then, drinking has risen to dangerous highs, driving has too (not together), and the confusion has been unbearable. And now look! My whole life now has been picked over completely, every commitment and decision of late examined and reevaluated and questioned; is this how I want to keep living? Life has been hellish trying to figure this out, and you started it. In my head I made plans for Christmas, a special present for you that would signal the beginning of cutting free from now. And then I find out (not from you of course) that this is all nothing. You disrupted my life, like a freight train drove straight through everything I thought I was happy with and now without a word you're done, so who is helping me piece this back together? 131221 what's it to you? who go blather from