confusion luck is green how weird.. i can't seem to tell which of the things i remember happening over the last few days are real and which are dreams... 010922 ... kyla I caught a fish THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS big. 010925 ... spooky ugly fish i'll never be caught and if i am, the sight of me alone will result in me being thrown back rather hastily 010926 ... elonar green, my friend, I didn't know there were others. I live my life not knowing which things in my brain were real and which were dreams. That sounds like I'm trying to be romantic, but that's actually a sadly literal statement. I honestly can't tell for about 90% of the things I "remember." 010926 ... jinx It seems to have taken control of my life. 020308 ... Lime Rider once my mind made up i didn't have school the first period. I told people I went to the dentist. and they believed me. 021015 ... Cicero it's not what she thinks - I haven't moved foward or sideways, or sidebackwise, or any which Wonka way - another's touch is bad candy in my mind she is one for many people as opportunities representative of Fate's consolation prizes but then again that all depends on how you look at it 030219 ... handel does it mean you're confused if you cannot decide if you're confused? when you rely on other people's words to make you feel, does that mean you've lost your own words? solace in music is something at least. i don't even remember why i got up from the piano. 040617 ... nom almost constant but never like this before 070323 ... nom yet in my confusedness something is so certain some things feel so sure 070323 what's it to you? who go blather from