confusedness nom my blue jeans are wet from the rain i fed the cat when i got home i'm trying not to feel but i keep crying and it's all stupid i don't know what to do 070321 ... nom everything is too confusing 070415 ... nom well not everything but everything 070415 ... unhinged i was happy until i found out my happiness might be making someone else sad i was happy until the object of my happiness disappeared i was angry even though it shouldn't matter anymore i was angry even though i had no promises; not ones i expected to be kept anyways i care but i shouldn't i love but i shouldn't i stress but i shouldn't i smile but i shouldn't it seems like everything is the wrong thing 070415 ... ! I'M KUFFED ! 070415 what's it to you? who go blather from