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birdAcidmad a summer afternoon at the video store a couple of years ago.

suddenly, the pevious night's indiscretions began to take their toll

i thought it was an anxiety attack or something

then i knew otherwise

i felt detached

hell
suddenly the day seemed unreal
everything took on a cinematic cast

the difference between video and film is in the treatment of light and shdow and the sheen given off by things under room light

being indoors under false light always usually looks like video to me
being under natural light looks like film stock

it's strange, i know, but stop and observe one of these days, your eyes will pick up the subtle transition

the rest of the day it was less like i was working in the store and more like i was watching someone pretending to be me working in the store

but whoever it was sure had a strange perspective on things
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