difference nom i tried something different it's kinda beautiful crossing eyes 040406 ... Mae West "When choosing between two Evils, I like to try the One I haven't tried Before." 040407 ... megan it makes me wonder how much you really care when i tell you i will call you when i wake up, i call you the second i wake up. heck i might even wake up a little earlier just to hear your voice again. it excites me, i thrive on it. when you call me and i'm busy, i will make any excuse possible to go and be alone to call you back. i make sure my phone is on vibrate or loud enough for me to hear it. it's just natural to me to want to talk to you. when you're angry with me, i want to make it better. i want to come and hold you and apoligize fifty trillion times until i think you understand. when you're away for awhile, or i'm away for awhile, i want to see you at the second i get back, because it tears me in two when we're apart. and maybe it's just two different styles of love, but sometimes it makes me feel like in the coming weeks, i'm just going to be a distant memory that you forget day to day. i can't forget you. you're on my mind so much i can't even imagine not thinking about you in some way. maybe i'm obsessed. it's just the way i love. but god, even now, i know you're online and i know you know i'm online, yet you don't talk to me. maybe you're eating? maybe you're on facebook again? or maybe you just don't want to talk to me? i only wish i knew. 050913 ... Risen She and I used to discuss the difference between saying the "right" thing, and saying what you "want" to say. I think it's a false dichotomy. Sometimes the right thing to say is what you want. Sometimes all you want is to say the right thing. Or want to want the right thing, then say it. I am saying all the right things now. But underneath... Oh, but underneath... 130415 what's it to you? who go blather from