drained nom being_here 060121 ... nom drained_being_here 060121 ... raze sometimes it all catches up with you. proverbial fist to the face. you can lick your lips to gauge how bad the swelling might get, or you can avoid looking at your face in the mirror for a while and hope for the best. i'm partial to the taste of something numb that doesn't bleed when it should, that's alive at twice its normal size for a limited time. so. 220228 ... tender_square dark moon depletion on the cusp of regeneration. grant me grace in the form of restlessness; wisdom in the shape of innocence. i won’t fathom the meaning of fullness until my hands intimate nothingness. 220228 what's it to you? who go blather from