sheet raze i see more sun now than i have since i was a child. titanium dioxide kept the heat from causing harm when it was at its worst. now the cold that's kicked what was left of summer in its cracked ribs takes care of that for me. i used to compare tans with my stepfather after we'd cooked ourselves at the beach. arm to arm. i don't think i ever came out on top. i wouldn't want to now. let me stay white as a sheet forever. let me be as pale and blank as the ghost my mind has made me. just let me be. 221015 what's it to you? who go blather from