blank psychobabe feeling nothing haveing nothing wanting nothing its how it all feels right now nothing to do nothing to say nothing to be just crawl into bed and sleep it all away ahhhh day on day on day off day off nothing comes by nothing leaves walking by everything thinking more within what is going to happen anything new or another fucking day gone by without feeling something bah fuck it i'm going to bed 011215 ... filing cabinet hemispheres " " 060525 ... tender_square my father's pale blue eyes weren't looking at me but beyond, with the intensity of vacancy. he was silent while i relayed headlines from my work life and home life, his face a mask; muscles unwilling or unable to twist and tug into expression. he can't follow and he can't say so. 230607 what's it to you? who go blather from