starless_night
Sonya
Tonight
the
clouds
rolled
in
and
the
stars
could
not
be
seen
.
We
shared
our
love
in
a
way
others
couldn't
possibly fathom.
Tender
whispers
morphed
into
flaming moans.
Our
hearts
merged
into
one
.
Our
words
gently
tickled
each
other's
flesh
.
You
drifted
off
to
sleep
afterwards
and
all
I
could
hear
was
your
breathing
as
I
laid
there
in
the
darkness
.
There
was
nothing
more
I
could
do
except
tell
you
all
that
I
had
been
holding
back
.
I
whispered
everything
I
kept
within
me
to
you
as
you
journeyed
in
your
slumber
.
It
was
as
if
my
feelings
had
evolved
into
your
solemn
lullaby
.
There's
no
going
back
love
.
We
will
grow
ever
closer
until
we
merge
beyond
our
own
reality
.
You'll
still
have
my
ring
and
I'll
still
wear
your
charm
.
The
bliss
shall
only
radiate
further
.
Tonight
is
the
night
I
found
the
only
star
worth
gazing upon.
Though
you
slept
peacefully,
your
glow
was
and
shall
always
be
magnificent.
It
was
a
starless
night
until
you
.
020330
...
jinx
Nights
are
never
starless
.
The
stars
are
there
.
They're
just
hidden
,
and
you
have
to
imagine
them
being
there
to
look
at
and
wish
on
.
The
nice
thing
about
imagining
stars
is
you
can
wish
on
as
many
imagined
stars
as
you
want
.
With
real
stars
you
eventually
run
out
.
020331
...
kerry
the
clouds
were
cut
out
of
the
sky
blue
on
white
like
construction
-paper sihlouettes
and
the
rain
was
really
more
like
mist
coming
down
settling
on
our
shoulders
when
we
decided
to
go
sit
in
the
stadium
under
the
pressbox
walking
across
the
field
they
were
racing
and
i
was
breathing
in
steadily
and
the
grass
was
so
green
already
she
ran
up
to
tackle
me
from
behind
she
was
done
-up
lipstick
and
pretty
earrings
and
new
haircut
and
i
was
in
awe
but
i
always
am
[
in
awe
of
her
]
and
the
things
she
does
and
the
way
she
says
the
things
she
says
they
said
the
fireworks
would
go
off
in
the
rain
anyway
we
marveled
at
that
we
sprawled
across
the
stadium
and
watched
them
explode
in
the
sky
over
us
and
heard
each
crash
a
second
late
and
later
did
you
notice
anything
different
about
the
silence
in
the
car
when
we
were
making
the
rounds
dropping
people
off
three
to
the
front
seat,
me
in
the
middle
,
between
the
two
guys
feeling
all
-too
safe
even
though
i
knew
if
we
were
in
a
wreck
my
head
would
have
been
going
right
through
the
rearview
mirror
listening
to
the
hives
talking
about
drugs
and
sex
even
oh
and
in
the
cemetery
did
you
see
those
boys
hiding
behind
those
headstones,
did
you
feel
the
popping
in
your
chest
when
they
threw
the
sparklers
into
the
middle
of
the
gravel
road
in
front
of
us
and
did
you
hear
their
laughter
when
everyone
jumped
in
one
unified
startled
hiccup
i
saw
you
walking
away
to
avoid
their
sparks,
i
squinted
my
eyes
and
shook
the
hand
of
the
stoner dogging
on
our
heels
and
i
walked
a
bit
quicker
to
catch
up
to
you
again
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