accidents_and_bestfriends the swinger of birches you were the one that i smoked my first cigarette with. you taught me how. "inhale now swallow." we went to the beach together. the first person to play house with. we broke rules together. you lost your virginity. i was the first person you told. i spent the nights with you. we went to our first rave together. we acted like idiots and spent christmas together. we went to the galleria and windowshopped. last night i heard you were hurt. i heard about your accident, i heard about your surgeries, i heard about the possibilities. i shook. i heard about your scars. i cried. when i called i could hear the morphine in your voice. you were slurred and out of place, and you said you had a window. the funny thing is i never said who was calling you knew, and we talked, like i usually call and we talk. it's nice to know that you have a window. but i'm sorry that the nurses keep changing on you and you'll have physical therapy for the next year and that things have been taken away from you. i'm sorry that i'm 2000 miles away in iowa and you are in houston and that i left you behind in the summer. i'm sorry and you say it isn't my fault, but i'm still sorry that we couldn't go through the accident together and be roomates and have physical therapy together. i love you natalie desert-ray balderas. get better. 021206 ... bijou accident_prone 021206 ... Alvarny Best friends by accident... 050630 ... gja . 170404 what's it to you? who go blather from