the_persistence_of_memory
jane memory has dropped off the page
like melting clocks, decaying;
sliding down white petals
bent over a pipe curve.
can't remember words, fillers
that we used. toenail moon sliver
vanilla bean. where did hmmm
whatsitcalled frustration. why
not? frontal lobe disrepair, words lost
like forest tree bark, brownalmostblack
beetles and grass, hoppers or dodge me
baby beam fall. leaves & letters left behind,
my lover mine
071004
...
jane
{sestina}

this face is something like a mirror -
something far from thought, from memory
stare at it too long & it will melt
too far gone, i'm standing in the desert
- the sun stares one mean eye
while sinking under the scale

of the horizon. i scale
the sand, scraping & digging in the mirror
of what seems a pool of water. eyes=
deceivers. it's only a mirage, a manifestation of the memory
of water. only endless desert.
if i'm here too long, i'll surely melt.

i must avoid the thought of melting.
i am a fish, see the scales
on my back, my sides. this desert
is my ocean, my yellow shiny mirror.
nothing quite like a memory
to stick in my eye.

-too much like an eye
on fire, this glance, this stare will melt
until it is only a memory.
something that barely makes weight on the scale,
has no reflection in a mirror,
would blend into this desert.

oh thoughts, will you desert
me? have you an eye
on your back to see me as you walk away? Mirror
multiplicity, reflecting themselves until they melt
into infinity - the everlasting scale.
the range of memory

& nothing like a memory.
the constant drought of a desert.
my eyelid like a scale
of wool upon my eye.
Cyclops. i just want to melt
away like candle wax. like a looking glass. mirror.

& as a mirror left upon a scale
these clocks will melt into the desert; the moony eye.
the persistence of memory.
071004
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