letters silentbob summer exchanges and passing glances, passing fads, passing pretense intense relentless insense with a sense of self worth and self being to overcompensate for the gradiose self loathing distance is necessary. sadly, thusly, it is so. 040505 ... from now on i_wish i could write them 041020 ... tessa letters letters letters but not for me letters i must not know or see 041021 ... tulle people who i used to know, peolple who used to love me. i never remember them when i'm feeling sorry for myself. 041022 ... Cicero her words are fluttering memories unbound and unkempt for the simple reason that I was too busy living them 041023 ... jane almost every day greeted with at least one page lately they've been to help me remember. 090601 ... unhinged MAIL ME 090601 ... raze it's good to have them back, and to be reminded how deftly my fingers can dance when unencumbered by a dead zone in the top left corner of the keyboard. maybe it isn't an accident that one of the words i had a hard time typing for a while was "question". we like to think we know enough to save ourselves when the world falls down around our ankles. it isn't always so. 230210 what's it to you? who go blather from