i_wish kinkazoid i wish that i could have an ask collumn where people ask me questions cuz i like to give people advice, but im not popular enough :( 010619 ... dB I wish I had a coat of silk, the colour of the sky I wish I had a lady fair, as any butterfly I wish I had a house of stone, that looked down on the sea But most of all, I wish that I was someone else but me. (Classic Muppet song) 010620 ... pearl jam I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off. I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on. I wish I was a sentimental ornamnet you hung on The christmas tree, I wish I was the star that went on top, I wish I was the evidence I wish I was the grounds for fifty million hands up raised and opened toward the sky. I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me. I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me. I wish I was a messenger, and all the news is good. I wish I was the full moon shining off your camaro's hood. I wish I was an alien, at home behind the sun, I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on. I wish I was the pedal break that you depended on. I wish I was the verb to trust, and never let you down. I wish I was the radio song, the one that you turned up, I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish, I guess it never stops. 010620 ... black-dyed gel product I wish I was a little bit taller I wish I was a baller I wish I had a girl and a phone, I would call her Anyone remember Skee Lo? 010620 ... splinken all the jocks get all the fly girls and me, i get the hood rats. 010621 ... bandersnatch i wish i was more capable of turning thoughts into words both written and spoken 030121 ... not now i could do gymnastics everyday 041017 ... cocoon I wish I could highlight one of the folders in My Music bright red or something. It would have exclamation marks in its title. Then I'd put in all the albums and songs I need to listen to. Because now if I accidentally 'arrange icons by name' well - it arranges things by name. Which distorts my carefully arranged system of things which I still need to listen to. They get put with everything else, and then I dont realise that I have them, and that I havent listened to them. Too much music. Need that external harddrive. 080620 ... anouk i wish i could take away the bad mood give him some sleep make him happy 080827 ... silent storm ...that I deserved you. I never have. ...that you were as happy with me as you seem to be with her. I wish I wasn't losing you. I can feel you slipping farther away with each passing second. I wish I wasn't so fucking insecure and that I didn't ruin everything I ever fucking touched. I wish you would come back home and let me hold you in my arms. I would never let you go. 080828 ... anouk i don't know who you are, really. i don't understand how this happened. i can't see what it is. i'm not sure what it means or where it's going. i can't guess how long it's going to last. i do know that being with you feels normal, thats how things should be. not being with you feels stupid. i understand the theory of it - i'm here and you are somewhere else - but it just doesn't really seem to make sense. i can see lots of ways why this might not work. lots of reasons it might go wrong. i can see them, but i'm not really looking. if i close my eyes and concentrate i can remember-imagine how you smell. 080912 what's it to you? who go blather from