sinking
the bird on the door i am, slowly

as the years go by

(so i trick myself,
like everybody else)
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rollins My loneliness is so large it has outgrown me
It walks beside me, a wasteland that keeps in step
Sometiems our shoulders touch
It feels like teeth sinking into my flesh
A new and strange stretch of desert opens before me
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uow down down down down down 040810
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once again I'm sinking. drowning. losing. and it's all down hill from here. 040811
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skyburst forevermore 041110
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nom i don't know what the fuck is going on 070323
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from