other_recurring_dreams flux in my dreams, at least, all the arguments i make stand up, my desires win out, but i'm wary of the cracks between the person in my head and the person who you are. i've never had such positive dreams when i've been in such a desperate mood. that, at least, is interesting. it helps to find hope where i can. i know that despite the despair, some secret corp is still fighting... 061128 what's it to you? who go blather from