gray_matter
lulie
so
you
lie
down
and
stare
at
your
ceiling
,
thinking
,
asking
,
but
the
ceiling
doesn't
answer
it
never
does
the
cracked
plaster
on
the
ceiling
stares
back
laughing
at
you
.
so
you
sit
up
and
you
stare
at
the
wall
,
thinking
the
wall
is
calm
it
never
changes
all
those
walls
dull
,
plain
,
no
change
.
your
life
dull
,
plain
,
no
change
.
so
you
go
stand
by
the
window
.
the
world
,
where
is
it
?
i
know
more
than
what
has
passed;
those
empty
clouds
that
promised
rain
and
never
delivered.
020223
...
/
nice
lulie
020225
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from