want_to kate if you want to, then you should. she says "did it feel right?" and i make up some answer like "sort of" because the truth of the matter is that my heart was beating so fast that my mind didn't have time to think and my body was shaking so much i couldn't stand, let alone feel. the whole movement is a blur, beyond it starting when i said "can i walk you to the door?" and it ended when i almost fell down the porch steps. I drove home still tasting you on my lips. so she says "you are important to me. but don't let me get in the way." and I guess that means I try to obey. i try to follow that feeling. "fuck timing" she says. 010318 ... kinda i 010318 what's it to you? who go blather from