what_are_you_thinking eat id If he could have a thought bubble over his head, this would be it. I think of him from time to time, yes, when I hear Cake lyrics (more specifically, Mexico) or go searching for the old suede journal he sent me - naturally I forget that I tore it to pieces and threw it out last year. My revelation of the day came from Oryx and Crake (Atwood) - a perfect description of him as played by Jimmy. A man who magnetized fragile women in need of repair and in the end it was they who would try to rescue him. A landfill, he described himself to them. An ashtrayheart. What are you thinking? I'm thinking - where's the grand gesture? Where's the phone call that says, "I miss you - weren't you my best friend once and how can I make things right? When will she show up on my doorstep and say the first words? 060203 what's it to you? who go blather from