i_feel_ruined eatingstars he broke my existence i've been dead since the age of four completely useless a waste of space his words spinning through the rinse cycle "who do you love more me or your mother me or your mother love who do you love why don't you think things through that sticker on the floor you useless piece of shit this is what you do everything half assed go get me a dr pepper so i can sit and watch the tv" i don't know who i love i can't love love reminds me of you yelling and screaming and throwing things and leaving in a hurry and im relieved but you always come back every time why can't you just leave me alone i always have to pick up your mess dry my mothers tears i can't even see my life it doesn't exist my life is a fugitive i haven't been able to capture i am disappearing i am ruined 060806 what's it to you? who go blather from