all_a_tremble A ♠ i mostly wear bright colors reds and blues and purples in appearance i am more the Joker than the Ace of Spades. a right peacock, some might say preening and strutting flamboyant people who know me now think i am just a funny guy with an strange sense of humor and i am safe in their comfortable illusions of who i am, and they are safe from me for i've nothing to gain through sport or fortune in their betrayal i never shit in my own back yard 021031 ... blown cherry I'm a wreck trembling and shaking inside the feelings and emotions are all weaved into giant knots and I cannot straighten anything and nothing may pass through 021104 ... megan jello soul all jiggly and flimsy and just barely there i think it's time to go play time to forget that i have a life to live 040608 what's it to you? who go blather from