bitter silentbob last night i got this rancid stomach ache and it felt like the same one from a year ago and it went away after i was completely honest in_all_honesty 020630 ... daxle last night I listened to this album by rancid, the same one I listened to a year ago, and I like it 020630 ... misstree biting down on this fruit, i grimace at the bitter juice exploding against my mouth. clench, unclench, chew it to pulp, revel in revulsion in order to learn from it, twist the knife to feel the future scar. 020705 ... sharkieandgeorge Bitter, he says i'm bitter. And i am :) Still. 020705 ... circular "if this song sounds a little bitter, that's because it is and i am" the end of Maynard's intro talking to the crowd about the inspiration for the song "Sleeping Beauty" while fronting APC playing the America West Arena on the NIN tour 6/00 found myself listening to that CD again today 020706 ... jinx I can't get taste into my mouth. Maybe if I had any feeling other than numbness and bitterness... 020707 ... bespeckled I can taste what we're evolving into in my mouth -bitter, ugly, nasty. I don't want it to be like this. I never wanted it to be like this. If only I could back to the Red Wind days and forget everything happened after that. We'd still be good friends, we'd still like each other, we'd still smile at each other with approval and respect. I knew it would end up like this. I knew it. And I don't think it has to be, and I wish it wasn't. 030218 ... belly fire ya ya ya that's fuckin me alright I should get it goddamn tattooed on my tongue as if I could pluck out all the other taste buds and taste only bitter bitter bitter 030219 ... jinx to sweet 030414 ... Anna_Began Try as I may, I am reduced to merely this...shouting into the silence about chains and hypnosis and things I must hold onto that were mine. Sharing is not giving completely. I'm sorry. I do try at times, but extending faith just seems like a waste of time when your lessons are in this and not in waiting for eternity. You ruined my travel plans and took away my fun and the doubt creeps in and while his kisses took away the insecurity, nothing will take away the course metallic taste brewing on the back of my tongue. 030414 ... Bespeckled I listened to the song, finally. 060115 what's it to you? who go blather from