if_you_want_to_hear_it
crOwl
you
only
gained
sixteen
pounds
with
our
first
little
girl
i
could
lay
my
head
against
your
belly
and
hear
her
tiny
heatbeat
like
the
drumming
of
a
tired
hummingbird's
wings
you
were
nothing
but
baby
and
no
one
could
guess
you
were
pregnant
unless
they
saw
you
from
the
side
i
remember
the
doctor
had
this
microphone
that
could
magnify
the
sound
of
our
daughter's
strong
,
steady
rhythm
of
life
the
perfect
sound
of
you
and
me
060215
...
c r 0 w l
tonight
she
called
and
in
her
voice
i
heard
all
five
of
us
...
080105
...
log burning fire
she
was
on
a
much
deserved
vacation
so
i
fed
her
cats
and
spent
time
with
her
lab
/pit mix, lily.
i
built
her
steps
for
the
garden
.
i
visited
and
hung
the
fuck
out
in
her
art
gallery
of
a
home
,
much
of
which
is
my
art
. :
120929
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go
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