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raze i was the man who never lied.
i never lied until today.

the world used to exist
in this empty space
that too-long hour
never dim enough until sleep.

there were no clouds.
i prayed for lightning.

in the war between information
and poetry, poetry always wins.
there is poetry in my soul,
but i keep it on a short leash.

we're supposed to be gone.
we're a universe of ghosts.
everything that is subject to arising
is subject to passing away.

two people can keep a secret
if one of them is dead.

words said in anger are,
in the end, just words.
they only become daggers
if you let them.

they gather between lifetimes
where the water shines.

it's the space between things
that allows them to exist,
because the gods that made them
are gods no more.

ships are safest in the harbour,
but they were made to sail.

inhale love.
exhale fear.

do you want to taste my memories?

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