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mon uow i'm often confused


i'm confused about 1982,
3, 4, 5, and 6, and somewhat 7

i remember the lightning,
hiding, a storm, 1982 or 3?
i think it was summer

this was kamloops, hot
i remember the weather

what year was et in theatres?
google says '82 and that makes sense
but then i wonder if that's really real

i remember et
not watching the movie
but the movie being in theatres

the corner store
my oldest brother
couldn't afford the
gum or pez whatever it
was i wasn't allowed to
eat it anyway if we could
buy it but i wanted it cause
the et gum it was something
like that an et pez thingamajig

i sorta remember the store
and walking home, up the hill
crying cause i wanted gum


and it wasn't long after that
maybe a few days or weeks i'm not sure

my brother reminded me of this recently)
and i remember telling a skite once
before)

how i was playing
in the townhouse yard
and there was a toy truck
my brother's, this weaves into)
his memory, a story he told me
recently, getting sidetracked now
but i remember the toy truck(s))


the toy truck by the side of the road
looking down the road
and i just started walking,...
i think i was trying to
get back to the store, but on the way
i realized i didn't have any money
and i was lost

i ended up walking for a while
before anyone found me

there was gum on the roads i found
warm and squishy, i was hungry
and i wanted some gum


i got my mouth washed out
with soap when i was found
i can remember the taste
it was an awful taste
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